Whether or not we choose to forgive someone determines our long-term
physical, emotional, and spiritual health." [ The 2-Minute Miracle,
Reddick ]
No one can tell us when to forgive, the time table is ours, however,
there is a price to pay and I am not willing to hand over pain for
pain. I surrender. Sometimes I just need a kick in the shin. Ouch!
Happy New Year to all, Carolyn
"Make the most of yourself, for that is all there is of you."
Ralph Waldo Emerson, Philosopher and writer | |
To whom it may concern.
I made a phone call to return this program about three days ago. It was
more about the money, and then of course I listened to the tapes a
couple of them that your rep asked me to listen to first before I sent
them back. I did listen to them, and sent you an email and I would like
to apologize for that email. I pretty much said these are not going to
help.
I just want to return them.
Well I continued listening to them for a week. You have really changed
my thoughts, and for the first time in my life I have an answer to 42
years of trying to figure out was is wrong with me.
It started when I was 9 or 10...
I would get dropped off at school, and as soon as my mom's car would
pull away I was running back home out of fear, and anxiety. The fear I
felt was unbelievable... I never knew how to explain how they felt, or
have people understand what I was saying. This went on my whole life,
and yes, a doctor saying it was depression and pills that did not help.
I really had no idea what was wrong with me.
I learned how to talk myself into certain things. I have eliminated a
lot of things in my life, and go to work, and home and that is it. I am
to a point where I no longer have a clue who I am, who I use to be, or
what I really want. The creativity I use to have has been gone a long
time, and has curled up in a little ball. The anger my children have
seen over the last couple of years has been awful. If I could take it
back I would. The stress and the anxiety completely took over my life.
My whole life I have felt like I was different, could not fit in, and
something was wrong with me... I have not driven on the interstate in
over five years other than very short distances because I started having
them when I was driving. About two years ago, I got to a place where I
went into a spiral of not being able to cope, hopelessness and wanting
to just give up...
All the other things I have heard so far is me. I have faced the lion
so many times in my life that I can finally Thank you for letting me
know what it was. That you know what I have went thru my whole life.
Even my family never understood me. By the time I have gotten this, my
girls are 14 and 20 and the last 4 years my patience had turned into
none, or non-existent and my anger became so bad that all I could do is
blow up. I wish I had gotten this at least for them years ago... I
wanted you to know that this program is outstanding, and you have my
life sitting in these cd's. Thanks for letting me see I am not going crazy.
God Bless you, and your helping all the people who need this.
Thank You
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